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Emotions were running high when Karrueche Tran sat down with spiritual life coach Iyanla Vanzant at her L.A. home for the OWN special “Iyanla Exclusive: Karrueche Tran.”

Chris Brown’s ex-girlfriend shared her personal story following her recent breakup with the R&B superstar—from their first date (Norms) to a love triangle with Rihanna to Chris’ baby mama drama.

“I want my voice to be heard. For a long time, I kept it very mute just because that’s the way I preferred it,” said Karrueche. “I think there are a lot of misconceptions about me—I don’t think, I know there are. And I want to be able to clear it up and tell my side.”

She said Breezy broke her heart from “betrayal and lying and cheating.” She found out that he was a father to a nine-month-old daughter through social media. Chris tried to apologize and sent her flowers, but she has no immediate plans to get back together.

“Right now, I’m saying no,”

said Karrueche, whose BFF Christina Milian was also interviewed.

Despite it all, she still believes that Chris loves her.

“There’s no doubt in my mind that Chris loves me. I know he does,” she said.

She fought back tears as she shared her heartbreak.

“I feel like I let myself down,” said Karrueche before getting a big hug from Iyanla.

Watch their heart-to-heart below.