Mashonda will not be returning to “Love & Hip-Hop” for its second season. She explains why in a recent interview with Hip Hop Weekly.

“I’m not bitter,” she says as being the most misunderstood thing about her. “I really honestly did do the show to help Emily and help women across the United States, to let them know that you’re not the only one that can go through something like this {divorce and heartbreak}.”

Originally, Mashonda had turned down the offer, saying, “I just felt like being on a show, a reality show, would be too much, so I declined.” But producers insisted, “’Are you willing to come on the show to at least give Emily advice on her relationship?’ I thought about it and it made sense, so I said okay.”

However, after seeing the final product, she’s going back to her initial gut feeling. “When I shot the show, I thought that it was going to be like more of a sisterhood, but when I saw a lot of the drama and the beef, I was a little surprised, I was like wow, okay, I didn’t know this was going to be apart of what this is.”